in the shadows,
she thrives
SEVENTEEN×GFRIEND
Au compilation
sowon×jeonghan
sowon×
sowon×
about
FRANCINE
alias "CHINNIE"
basic information
─
19 y.o.
she/her
au reader/writer
filipino
girl group stan
─
works
─
tilaluha au (completed)
another you (another way) au (completed)
love goes au (on-going)
mermaid au (completed)
ghostwriter au (soon)
cue! (soon)
─
wattpad account
─
@jeongwonluvouge (joint account with other au writers)
─
tmi about me and my aus
─
three reasons why i wrote tilaluha au:
¹it was a plot that has been on my mind since 2016. i tried so many times to write that story but never finished.
²i wanted the satisfaction of finishing at least one au
³i wanted to send a message to myself because, like sowon in that story, i have deeprooted trust issues from my own parents. it was my way of trying to see hope in my life.
─
─
why i wrote another you (another way) au the way i did:
simply because i'm the type of person who holds a grudge too much and have trouble moving on, especially from my own mistakes. i'm a person who has too much self-hatred to the point where i can barely feel love. i wanted to remind myself to let go of the anger in my heart and that even if things don't go the way i want it to, it's okay.
idk if you can see the pattern but most of the stories i write is me trying to send a message to my own self which also mirrors yewon's strive for independence in the au. i also wanted to tell myself that it's okay to receive help from others, not to be completely independent nor completely dependent. that's why he is her endgame.
─
aus by chinnie
-Another You (Another Way)-
Umji×Vernon
"I'll find another you... another way."
He inflicted the pain but he forgot about it. She was hurt and forever haunted by it. Will this new version of him earn the redemption he wanted and reconnect the severed strings between them?
trigger warning: concepts of cheating
-Tilaluha-
Sowon×Jeonghan
They met in a different reality, an escape.
Everything was orchestrated. He was her
first... first what? Was it love? If it took
place in a world that doesn't exist, can you consider it love? If it took place in a
world of pretense, is it love? Is it
possible to blur the line between
what's fake and what's real so that
her true emotions would reach him?
trigger warning: concepts of cheating and depression/suicide
-Love Goes-
Yerin×Jun
Love is sacrifice... pero willing ka bang maging pansamantala lang para sa taong mahal mo? Handa ka bang magpagamit na parang band-aid para sa sugat na natamo niya mula sa nakaraan? Handa ka bang maging panyong tagasalo ng mga luhang binubuhos niya para sa ibang tao?
content warning: mature sexual themes
-Mermaid-
Umji×Vernon
The Little Mermaid is a fairytale, a fairytale that was polished to a shiny gem through time. The sharp edges all smoothed out, making it more delightful to take. But once this fairytale reflected reality, it's far more sinister.
She's the little mermaid —the protagonist— in her own story. She has a disadvantage at experiencing young love. She was given a choice and a deadline. She chooses to give it a shot even if her chances are slim... but love is stronger than she thinks. Will her weak heart be able to handle its power?
Disclaimer: not a fantasy story so no mermaids. also, pure english
triggr warning: death and hospitals
-ghostwriter-
eunha×mingyu
She's a coward who hides behind her sister's name in order to publish her poems for people to see. There was nothing else to it other than her fear of judgement. Meanwhile, he develops unexplainable feelings towards the writer behind his favorite set of poems, the sense of familiarity strengthening his feelings.
She likes him and he thinks he likes her sister. what if her secret was revealed? Will the story unfold or will it end before it began?
-cue!-
jihoon×eunha×mingyu
[Dear Woozi, sana mabasa nyo po ito. I've been talking to someone for a while now and I really like him... pero di ko alam kung gusto niya rin ba ako. Natatakot akong umamin sa kanya pero based naman sa nagiging interactions namin, parang may gusto rin siya sakin. Tapos, tinitingnan ko rin kung paano niya tratuhin ang iba... halos pareho lang rin pala. Should I confess to him? Should I stop talking to him? Ano pong gagawin ko?]
[Hello kay sender natin, kung nakikinig ka. Honestly, di ko rin alam kung anong gagawin sa sitwasyon mo. Kilala nga ako ng tropa namin bilang torpe eh. pero siguro mas maigi kung umamin ka muna bago mo siya iwasan. Kasi sayang naman kung iiwasan mo siya tapos gusto ka rin naman pala. I'm rooting for you. Good luck!]
-neither-
jeonghan×sowon
mutual understanding or misunderstanding?